back to work

I went back to work 2day 4 the 1st time since i lost Macy. I lasted 3hrs. longer than i then i thought i would. I just hate being there. I gave way a few  of my shifts 4 the week. I need to decide if i still want to be there. Im so confused i cant even make a decision about what to have 4 dinner let alone this. I dont know if i feel this way bc i hate the job or bc all that has happened lately. I think the reason i stay is 4 the money. Oh i am so confused

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I stay at my job because I love it. It is hard for me to be there now though. I hope you make a decision soon.
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Lis. I am so sorry 2 hear that U R so frustrated & confused. I have been praying for U everyday. Work is not a priority right now. However if U get back into the swing of things it might help 2 distract U. Its just food 4 thought. I started back this week 2. I\'m hoping that it goes well. I had a bad night last night and feel horrible but looking 4ward 2 getting out of the house now cause I\'m driving everyone crazy. I can see that they R frustrated 2 so its just easier if I go 2 work 2 be alone & deal with my anxiety alone where everyone is afraid of what to say 2 me still. Most don\'t know what happened. They think I was sick or just playing hooky. Some thought I quit. I just told em all I had a family emergency.most people don\'t understand so they show pity and that isn\'t something we need. They don\'t know what to do so its like walking on egg shells and that\'s expected. I hope you feel better soon honey. I really really do. Xoxo. Tausha.
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I\'m sorry you\'re struggling right now. It will get easier with time, even though it doesn\'t seem like it right now. I work at a hospital, and everyone knew about my D&C. Few said anything to me. Surprisingly, I found a couple of co-workers who\'ve been incredibly supportive despite not having a miscarriage. Is there someone at work whom to you can talk? It helps me to know if I want to talk about it, even just a quick comment, I have an outlet. Big Hugs!!!!
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It was hard for me to get back to work as well, but in the end it helped me move along and keep my mind off things. I hope you find some peace soon! Hugs...............