Back to work
whooo hooo!! got a job, halefreakin lluheyah~~~ or whatever im suposed to say. thank you thank you thank you. i start on thursday. full time.... until i cant do it anymore. 4 days a week... weekend shifts.... of course the night shift. they seem like they will work with me, and have no problem with me being pregnant. i hope i will have enough money to pay all my bills up... get ahead... and get some things that i need and/or want. i want to go clothes shopping. i have very few winter clothes. i found a sweater/dress that was just great, and would go great with stretchpants and nice winter boots... i want to stock up on diapers. i want to feel self sufficient. i want a gym membership... i cant walk much cause i hurt my back, but i could do weights for my arms and legs... i dont want to get FAT. lol.... now that i can eat. i went to a buffet, i ate 7 plates... 7!! and ice cream, and soup... holy shit.... seriously, lol, dont judge me. i had food all over my face. the only reason we left is cause my friend was tired of watching me eat, i coulda kept going. i feel better, im sure i'll feel better after this week.... im so scared to get my hopes up. i really am. the downside, is, im going to be dealing in a casino again. but i need the money. and if i can keep control over myself, then this will work perfectly, both for a temporary fix and a long term plan. Its my birthday this friday... i will be working... i had wanted to celebrate my birthday, cause its the last birthday as a single person.... but right now working is more important. maybe later in the week i can go do something, get a massage or something after i work those 4 days for myself. but i already got that puppy. i still got about 230 to go till she is on a vet plan and paid off... she is cute, i will post pictures... she follows me around when she is out of her pen, and steals my socks. and whines, ok, yelps and screams and barks if she cant get to me, or if im not home. lol. i got two babies. well i'll try to get on here later and catch up with everyone... love you all
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You have to control yourself at work...you have you, Dragonita and the puppy to take care of. Don\'t make me breathe hard and make it too warm...hugs
Happy to hear you have a job> Yippeeeeeeeeeeee,
OK so maybe not the best enviroment(casino),
Guess you gotta do what you gotta do. Stay connected, stay strong. Well, i sure can relate to the food :) Not being able to eat myself for over 2 months. I am eating everything in site that I am capable of chewing.lolll Buffet sounds like a good idea when I can eat more. Puppy so cute. They love them socks. You sound so much better, and optomistic.
Stay strong my friend:)
Love ya!.
Hugssssss,
Kimber
Happy to hear you have a job> Yippeeeeeeeeeeee,
OK so maybe not the best enviroment(casino),
Guess you gotta do what you gotta do. Stay connected, stay strong. Well, i sure can relate to the food :) Not being able to eat myself for over 2 months. I am eating everything in site that I am capable of chewing.lolll Buffet sounds like a good idea when I can eat more. Puppy so cute. They love them socks. You sound so much better, and optomistic.
Stay strong my friend:)
Love ya!.
Hugssssss,
Kimber
ooops double post, hmmmm not sure why it did that.
Hugsssssssssssssss
I am sooooooooo happy to hear your good news! I know how hard you worked to get this job, and how much better you are going to feel being able to work and have money. Somehow I think that you will be too tired to think about gambling, working nights while being pregnant. Nevertheless, you can work your program, stay strong and stay away from it.
Hmmmm...lil puppy following you around and yipping at you...and a lil baby doing sommersaults in your belly! Sounds like fun :)
Love, Julie
Your birthday and my 7th month anniversary of not gambling. I won\'t forget that. How special - the first birthday as a Mommy of a little girl and a puppy!
Hugs to you and congrats on the job - love Suzi
I am so happy for you! I think that you will do just fine; you are a Witch, you know, and we practice self-control as part of our training. When you are tempted, just fall back on your training. And, remember, you always have help here when you need it.
Congrats on the new job....hey...like Kimbers said....not the ideal environment, but even a casino job is better than no job....and I hope you get to sit down to deal instead of standing up all night!
Take care....Hugs, Dianne
Way to go on the job, and the puppy. Sounds like things are much better for you. LOL on the buffet and 7 plates of food. Take care of you and the baby...
hugs
brigette