Back to the beginning

I think I'd believed to much in my strength and easiness of achieving the goal. And.. I failed. A lie again. Stupid. But I did it. And now - all work from the beginning.I've got horrible remorses. It is a good sign.I'm not exactly what I was. The fact I did wrong makes me really upset. I have to change! I can be addicted to lying but I don't have to lie! $!@#$%%!#!!! Sorry, had to yeil that out of me... Counter goes to zero, but I'll keep the one month goal.