back to school

It has been a while since I have written anything for my journals. Today was our first day back to work and it was a very boring day.  It was Gr. 9 orientation day, so there was not much to do except inform the new niners about the rules and course work.It was difficult to sit at the staff meeting and see the newly pregnant teachers, but as usual I kept my distance and tried not to think about how lucky they all are. I am so bloated this  period and I have not lost any weight or toned yet. I was wearing very loose clothing that I could see people wanting to ask if I was pregnant as well, but I just said you know how AF can be. And that just said it all...no one asked and no one really cared. I am relieved that we are not trying at the moment...it gave me some comfort to know that. Good news...my anniversary present arrived today...almost a month late but it is absolutely wonderful. DH had a song written about me...my very own jazz song. We played it over and over again and the more I hear the more I like it...I am so lucky to have him. Well tomorrow is going to be the test...will I last a whole day of teaching????who knows???I am looking forward to October when I feel more comfortable with the students and what I am teaching....right now I am still on holiday mode.