Back to Daily Strength we go

I was thinking a lot lately about how helpful this support group was when I was on it in 2008-2009, so decided to return. It was hard to figure out how to start another account, but I finally figured it out and am glad to be here. I feel like I need some extra help. A new outlet.
I just broke up with my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years. I just didn't want to marry him I was widowed 3 years ago and am not ready. I probably dated him too soon. I'm not interested in dating anyone right now. I feel like I need to spend some time alone. And on the Internet, thinking and grieving.
I joined the appropriate support groups for my conditions, Bipolar, Schizophrenia, Anxiety, PTSD and Bereavement. It felt like it helped just to sign up.
I'm hopeful that this website will help me. I know it did before when I had my first Schizophrenic break.