Back on program

I think I'll be able to change my frowny face to a smiley face to day. Last 2 weeks have been horrendous. I've settled into my new meds finally, after literally running away from home. I hit the bricks last Saturday morning and walked 5 hours from the north end of town to the south end and then got a ride with a woman that took me to the next town where I slept half the night on some porch steps until a friend came and got me and put me up a couple of nights before they took me to a halfway house. Then that night I became very sick because I didn't take insulin with me so I called my brother who insisted I come home. All of this was so out of character for me. Tuesday I went for my ssd hearing so it's been a wild week, but I am thankful to have the weight of that hearing off my shoulder. Of coarse now another 5 month wait until I hear results.