Back on Deck

Well I am hopefully feeling better-I am able to write for the first time in several days.
I fear Koon will not be thinking so highly of me now-literary effusions are not emanating from my fingertips. All I can think of to say is that I have woken the last 3 out of 4 mornings feeling not too bad....tis is all I care about-my mood is the be all and end all of my reality.  I am pretty much always OK in the afternoon...so I pray today will be the same. Its such a struggle. I want more prozac but they are scared of tipping me into mania.
I am looking forward to 9 days off in a  row over Christmas...holidays will be over too soon, though, al ahead then half behind then last day...
I wish I had more interests.  I wish I felt more spontaneous. I wish I was more serene....I am stuck and dont know where to start.
All that matters is I keep my mood level and not crash down too far.
Nothing to report after all.
Had a nice weekend, and a not too bad work Christmas party. Didnt stay long.
Going shopping for Ivan's present and something for Jan maybe...and get petrol vouchers for the boys...
its a struggle-I dont feel up to much shopping wise.....
sorry but this is too boring even for me!