Back I think..

I decided to take a little break and get my mind together.  I  hope everyone is doing well. I have lost around 15 pounds and feel a little better about my body. My mom called me yesterday and told me that if I don't get pregnant this year that she would pay for IVF for me through her 401K!! I was freaking out! I am a little happy but thats a huge sacrifice to make. My biggest fear is if it doesn't work than what?? I feel like I always find a reason to worry..O.K. my mind is racing, thats my cue to go...love you all and miss your hugs and encouragement!!