Back and Forth Sick
Thursday I was sick, yesterday I was fine, today I'm sick again. Hopefully I will be good tomorrow for our anniversary. If not, I will just have to deal. It's just the way life is. I'm just going to cook enchiladas for dinner, so it's not this big massive thing like going out to dinner was. I'm going to set the table and everything. We normally eat at the couch, so eating at the table will be special. Sometimes I wonder why we have a table in the first place since Geo always wants to watch TV while he eats. It's nice for occasions like this, though, where I want to be able to sit and eat with Geo at an actual meal and not have the TV in the way. My mom gave us the table for Christmas last year, and it's a decent table. It's the first table Geo and I have had in the 6 years we've been together, so I guess it's different when you are getting used to having something when you haven't before.
I'm tired. I've been sleeping all day again, but I just can't seem to shake the sickness. I slept wrong last night and my neck hurts too, pretty bad. I tried using the massager on it, but it's hard. I get dizzy when I use it on my neck, so I don't like to do that. I'm just waiting for 9:30 to come around so I can take my pills and some NyQuil and hopefully knock out. I feel like I could sleep now, but that comes and goes as the night goes on. Some times I feel more awake, and other times more tired. Right now I'm kinda in the middle. I'm tired, but I don't feel like I could sleep. I did my exercises and stuff for the day, so at least I got something done today, but at the same time I didn't do much else. I want to call my sister, I haven't talked to her in a couple weeks. I know she got her thesis approved, so I called and left her a voicemail for that, but other than that I haven't talked to her.
I didn't eat as much as I should have again today. I'm low on protein and I should drink my shake but I don't feel like it. I was so high on calories yesterday I feel like having a couple days where I don't eat enough is going to be okay. I weigh tomorrow, and I'm wondering what I'm going to be. Tomorrow is the "official" weigh in for the week. Yesterday I weighed in at 244.0 which made me happy. Tomorrow as long as I'm under 247.0 I'm going to be happy. As long as I'm not at the dreaded 247.5 or above, I'm going to be happy. I'm wondering now if I could freeze my protein shake and drink it like a milkshake... hmm... I wonder how that would go. It certainly would make me want to drink them more. It's not like they taste that bad, it's just that it's more stuff to go into my stomach when I don't feel like eating. I had to force myself to eat lunch today (popcorn with hot sauce and lemon... can you say yummy!!) even though I liked what I ate. I actually didn't want to eat for a while, since I wasn't hungry, but I figured that I should at least get something in my stomach since I could tolerate it.
Today my mood was okay... I didn't spend a lot of time awake to really get a feel on how I'm doing. I guess it means that I'm in the middle. You know those days you wake up and you just feel like crap? Today wasn't one of those days for me, I was just meh all day. I guess being tired and sick along with muscle pain from my neck was just enough to make me not have a good day. Yesterday I felt like I had a good day, but I was talking to a friend and she was saying how we both had good days and I kept on feeling like saying that I didn't have a good day and I don't know why. Yesterday was a good day, so I don't know why I was having that ambivalent feeling. I didn't feel stressed today, since I slept all day, and I covered the other things I needed (mood, food, sleep and stress) to cover for the day.
I'm tired. I've been sleeping all day again, but I just can't seem to shake the sickness. I slept wrong last night and my neck hurts too, pretty bad. I tried using the massager on it, but it's hard. I get dizzy when I use it on my neck, so I don't like to do that. I'm just waiting for 9:30 to come around so I can take my pills and some NyQuil and hopefully knock out. I feel like I could sleep now, but that comes and goes as the night goes on. Some times I feel more awake, and other times more tired. Right now I'm kinda in the middle. I'm tired, but I don't feel like I could sleep. I did my exercises and stuff for the day, so at least I got something done today, but at the same time I didn't do much else. I want to call my sister, I haven't talked to her in a couple weeks. I know she got her thesis approved, so I called and left her a voicemail for that, but other than that I haven't talked to her.
I didn't eat as much as I should have again today. I'm low on protein and I should drink my shake but I don't feel like it. I was so high on calories yesterday I feel like having a couple days where I don't eat enough is going to be okay. I weigh tomorrow, and I'm wondering what I'm going to be. Tomorrow is the "official" weigh in for the week. Yesterday I weighed in at 244.0 which made me happy. Tomorrow as long as I'm under 247.0 I'm going to be happy. As long as I'm not at the dreaded 247.5 or above, I'm going to be happy. I'm wondering now if I could freeze my protein shake and drink it like a milkshake... hmm... I wonder how that would go. It certainly would make me want to drink them more. It's not like they taste that bad, it's just that it's more stuff to go into my stomach when I don't feel like eating. I had to force myself to eat lunch today (popcorn with hot sauce and lemon... can you say yummy!!) even though I liked what I ate. I actually didn't want to eat for a while, since I wasn't hungry, but I figured that I should at least get something in my stomach since I could tolerate it.
Today my mood was okay... I didn't spend a lot of time awake to really get a feel on how I'm doing. I guess it means that I'm in the middle. You know those days you wake up and you just feel like crap? Today wasn't one of those days for me, I was just meh all day. I guess being tired and sick along with muscle pain from my neck was just enough to make me not have a good day. Yesterday I felt like I had a good day, but I was talking to a friend and she was saying how we both had good days and I kept on feeling like saying that I didn't have a good day and I don't know why. Yesterday was a good day, so I don't know why I was having that ambivalent feeling. I didn't feel stressed today, since I slept all day, and I covered the other things I needed (mood, food, sleep and stress) to cover for the day.
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