Back again!!!!

          My computer has been messed up for several months now I finally got it fixed this week!!YEAH!!!!! I have so much to catch up on this will probably be a long entry.         I'll start with the grandbabies,they now total 4.                                                           JOSE[WILL BE 3 ON 10/24] :He is now fully potty trained !{good job,Jose!!}He has started talking alot better and more often.He is now getting both ot and speech therapy at home and will start school in the county system after his b'day.He asks me every day "when do I get to go to school on the big bus?" He is so excited!!He hardly ever has tantrums any more and that makes life a whole lot easier for every one.where he used to never give hugs and kisses we now get them every day several times a day.He has come so far now that it's hard to beleive he is the same little boy.And he is just that now,he has just about lost the baby phase and become a wonderfull little boy.He is so protective over his little brother that if we try to disappline his brother he becomes very angry with us,then we end up having to deal with him,too.He watches over Jasin and if he goes toward the road or anything he could get hurt Jose' will smacks him on the butt and lead him away from the danger.It's really cute!!We know that we need to teach him that he can't do that but it's so hard to scold him when it's so funny the way he does it.If his little brother gets hurt he is never very far away and is the first one there to kiss his boo-boos and make it all better.                                                             Jasin{20 months}:He is my little darling.He is mischeivious and always in to something.He never lets anything get him down.The left side of his body doesn't work very well[he gets pt at home] but that never stops him,He is always on the go.He is such an easy going baby that he is a real joy to have around.But don't take your eyes off of him for one second or he will be gone.He got missing once and we knew he couldn't have gotten outside so we were searching the house for him.I went into the laundry room and didn't see him and started to walk out when I heard him laughing:when I went on into the room there he sat inside of the dryer laughing at me!!He is sucha little monkey,he will climb on any and everything.Everyone who meets him just falls in love with him.                                                                                                   WILLIAM [9 1/2 MONTHS] :This is mamaw's little red headed,blue eyed butterball!!He weighs about 25 lbs!!!I never dreamed I would ever have  A RED HEADED grandbaby:where did that come from?The parents and all the grandparents have dark hair.As soon as he sees me he will jump out of who ever's arms is holding him or start jumping up and down for me to get him.I was there when he took his first breath and that was sooo amazing. I never got to be there when the other ones were born.So he is very special to me even though I don't see him but about twice a month.The best thing about him is that we get to spoil him rotten and then give him back to his mommy and daddy!!!{I have custody of the other 2 boys.}                               Leah {4 months}:This one is my only granddaughter and I have never seen her.She is in foster care in Ill. and I am trying to get custody of her.She is the sister to the 2 I already have custody of.I have been told it can take anywhere from 6 months to 2 years to get her home where she belongs.My daughter[their mother]and the father both gave up their rights untill they found out I was coming to pick her up and then they recended it as they had 30 days to change their mind.They don't want her but they don't want me to have her either.I'm not even allowed to go see her,it's just not right.She deserves to be with her family especially her brothers.She deserves to experiance the love that her family has for her.I love her sooo much even though I have never held her or even seen her.Some people tell me I should just let her be adopted out but I can never turn my back on my grandchild,she is a part of me and I will never give up on having her home where she needs to be.                                                                           My husband and I are doing pretty good now.We both have alot of health issues but we help each other through it all.