Back After a Week Off.

I am back after last week which was a very hot week due to the weather which is why I didn't post an entry. I don't like Summer because of the Heat and have High Blood Pressure. I do try to drink a lot of juices and stay out of the heat. I am planning on going to see a film soon because I haven't been to a movie on my own for the last 6 years. This time, I am using the Summer to reboot and reinvent myself. I eventually want to be in a relationship and decided to wait until the healing process of the end of my previous relationship had completed its course. I didn't want to enter another relationship with baggage from the previous one. 

After my relationship with my ex ended, she had entered another relationship with another man while I had chosen not to. The people who were in my life at the time especially my counselor didn't have my best interests at heart and wanted me to be in a relationship and I was still heartbroken over my ex. I am glad that I didn't listen and allowed myself time to heal and it took 14 years to do so. Now that I am over my ex, I want to start dating again but want to date a Woman who can handle me being a Single Father. When I was on a dating site, none of the women responded to me because I admitted to being a Single Father and terminated my account and left the site altogether afterwards. I wanted to be honest and didn't want to lie which had caused me to be in trouble the last time. 

In the Fall, I want to start Dating again. As for me right now during the Summer, I am rebooting and getting to know myself again as well as remaining in tune with my authentic self. In the next entry, I do want to discuss the issues that has been bothering me since I was a child and want to resolve it for good.