baby funnies
ok, i was sitting on one of those vibrating back massagers..... when it turned off, i felt my stomach wiggilng, not wiggling, LOL vibrating still.... my friend with me even saw it and felt it... aparently the baby had got in tune with the vibrations of the back massager, and was vibrating right along with it, then when it stopped she just kept going!!!! LOL, it made me laugh. i dont have much time to write, or to check up on everyone's entries, but i love you all. as far as the baby's dad, he is still hit and miss. just when i think that he will come around, and talk to me, maybe even give it a chance of having a relationship, he runs. but he will openly talk about sex. its the only thing he will talk about with me. anytime i hit a soft spot, talk about how i feel, or talk about the baby's future needs, he closes up and disappears. he takes time to go to church, but wont make time to see me or speak with me, about us, or the baby. but he will call me back to talk about sex or joke around. He will probably have to go to counseling through the navy. who knows. what more can i do?ive begged him to think things over, ive poured my heart and feelings and fears out to him, ive forgiven him, ive allowed him to turn his back on us again and again, given him time. proposed comprimises. im still hurt, and confused. and part of me still wants him. but what can i do? i hope he gets what he deserves. i hope someday he grows up, and wakes up one morning, and suddenly all the emotions pour into him, of how he abandoned me, and left his daughter, and how he is alone, and how he will never know his daughter, or the parts he missed of her life. the puppy is getting bigger, starting to walk and bark, its incredibly cute. i put down the deposit on her, so she is on her way to being mine... little wiggly. she will be a good dog for my baby to play with and feel comfortable with while im in college or work. ive pretty much enrolled in college. i took a class and got alot of informitive information, and it looks like i can do this, it will be SO tight for the next few years. but i can do this.
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Oh, Dracona! I am so proud of you and happy for you and Babe. The puppy is going to be an awesome companion for both of you. And the chair, LOL. And college!!! too. Some many hugs and kisses for you Dear Heart. And forget the waste of oxygen, all he wants is to get laid.
LOLOL, too funny :) Just wait til you get bigger and and elbow or knee pops out of your tummy, moves across you tummy and pops back in. It is soooo cool and funny at the same time. Ahhhh, I miss pregnancy. Start posting those names darn it!
Sweetie, I know you are still trying to heal from what the jerk did to you and the wee one...but don\'t let him take up space in your head. He doesn\'t deserve you and you are much too good for him to bring you down anymore.
Love ya!
Julie
You are taking charge of you! How special. You in yourself and with your little darling girl sound so good.
As for your ex well - he sounds incredibly immature and has some growing up to do - some men find responsibility difficult - they run instead of embrace it. It is just what they do.
Today is about you and your babe. Stay safe. Hugs Suzi
Congrats on enrolling in college!!!!! That is awesome! Like the others said...don\'t waste your energy waiting and hoping on the baby\'s daddy. He isn\'t worth it. If he were someone worth it...well, you wouldn\'t be going through what you are going through....willing to talk about sex, but nothing else....what a USER. That really ticks me off. Don\'t let him get his jollies and then treat you like crap. You are worth waaaaaaay more than that!!!
Hugs,
Dianne
Wow a vibrating baby, that\'s too funny! Look at you go girl, enrolling in college, closer to getting the puppy, I\'m so happy for you my friend. As for the sperm donor, most men or boys rather, can only think about sex. He doesn\'t deserve that much less your time and energy. Keep your head up and moving in the right direction sister!!!
Love ya,
Kim
It sounds like you\'re doing better. Vibrating baby, lol. You can do this, without him. You are strong and smart-I\'ll keep saying that until you believe it, because it\'s true! Take good care of you, baby and puppy~
hugs
brigette
A vib rant vibrating Mommy and baby, Nothing more beautiful, and look at you!!!! Shining so bright and doing for you and the wee one. What a gift watching you grow.
Hugssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss,
Love ya,
Kimber