Awful day
Hi Carlos:
I wish you were here to give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be okey. Our kids decided to battle it out today. They got into one big fight over something stupid regarding the guy who came to fix the dryer. He ripped us off and I ended up purchasing another one. Well, Said wanted the guy to come over and still repair it or return our money which the guy refused and Said called me hollering and being mean with me saying the most awful things. Rosela got upset and told him not to talk to me that way. He started calling her names and she responded back and it got out of control. He locked her out of the house and the neighbours saw it and I called your brother to go over there. He calmed them down and they both had called the cops who told them that he would arrest both of them if the don't calm down. Rosela chose to leave the house because she refuses to live with Said around her. It is so hard to see them fighting with each other. I know if you were here they would not have done this and everything would be okey. I am so hurt because this is not the way they were raised and I feel that everything is just going wrong since you are no longer here. I just wish to disappear and go far away from both of them. I met with Rosela for lunch and she said that Said was going crazy and she is concern he may be doing some type of drugs because he has never acted like this before. She told me that he was acting crazy and punching the wall. The cops saw your picture and asked them where you are and both of them responded that you had passed away. He told them that he knows that they both are learning to deal with the loss but that if you were around you would be so hurt and embarrassed by the spectacle they had done. Carlos, I miss you and don't know what to do with both of our kids. I just wish they grow up and change. Rosela was crying because she will not be able to be around Aleena for a while. I know that they both love each other but have strong personalities and need to control themselves. I miss your hugs and words of comfort. Things were easier when you were here. Why are these kids behaving this way? What am I suppose to do, Carlos? You were always the wise one and now I am lost. I hate this life and wonder if it is worth it. I need you desperately here with me, ask God to let you come visit me, please even if it is in my dreams. I love you and miss you dearly.
I wish you were here to give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be okey. Our kids decided to battle it out today. They got into one big fight over something stupid regarding the guy who came to fix the dryer. He ripped us off and I ended up purchasing another one. Well, Said wanted the guy to come over and still repair it or return our money which the guy refused and Said called me hollering and being mean with me saying the most awful things. Rosela got upset and told him not to talk to me that way. He started calling her names and she responded back and it got out of control. He locked her out of the house and the neighbours saw it and I called your brother to go over there. He calmed them down and they both had called the cops who told them that he would arrest both of them if the don't calm down. Rosela chose to leave the house because she refuses to live with Said around her. It is so hard to see them fighting with each other. I know if you were here they would not have done this and everything would be okey. I am so hurt because this is not the way they were raised and I feel that everything is just going wrong since you are no longer here. I just wish to disappear and go far away from both of them. I met with Rosela for lunch and she said that Said was going crazy and she is concern he may be doing some type of drugs because he has never acted like this before. She told me that he was acting crazy and punching the wall. The cops saw your picture and asked them where you are and both of them responded that you had passed away. He told them that he knows that they both are learning to deal with the loss but that if you were around you would be so hurt and embarrassed by the spectacle they had done. Carlos, I miss you and don't know what to do with both of our kids. I just wish they grow up and change. Rosela was crying because she will not be able to be around Aleena for a while. I know that they both love each other but have strong personalities and need to control themselves. I miss your hugs and words of comfort. Things were easier when you were here. Why are these kids behaving this way? What am I suppose to do, Carlos? You were always the wise one and now I am lost. I hate this life and wonder if it is worth it. I need you desperately here with me, ask God to let you come visit me, please even if it is in my dreams. I love you and miss you dearly.
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