Awake
I've always turned to sleep when I'm going thru things. I've been up all night thinking about my job and I'm thinking seriously about getting some type of education. This job won't last at this point- my boss will go off the deep end or I'll wind up leaving. At least doing some type of schooling might give me a twinkle of light at the end of the employment tunnel. Honestly, though, I'm scared to make that decision because I'm afraid I'll get into another bad decision.
Today the movers will move my furniture out of the apartment. I cant help but have this nagging feeling that the apartment complex won't let me go this easily. I decided to take next weekend off and stay in a haunted hotel. I've always wanted to stay there and it will be a nice change of scenary however, I'd take the chickens and the treehouse over it anyday. It's just too hot right now to stay there. Am eagerly awaiting cooler weather to pitch the tent.
I know in the grand scheme of things none of this matters..we only live so long, but, I've got to start thinking about my future more.
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One of the many things I learned in my long life was that my fears were caused by past, untrue, negative beliefs, I had about myself. They were blocks that prevented me from reaching my potential. They were blocks that prevented me from future happiness and I learned to let go of them by facing those fears.
I think it's GREAT that you want to face your own fears and get out of your comfort zone! With that being said, here is a motivational video, I'm sure you will love:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_YXdpDMnNI