AWFUL......
i got ANOTHER bad grade in school!!!!!!!!!! :( i just wann self injure and/or die.....i took some meds. and if i get worse or feel like i'm gonna act on the suicidal urges/thoughts/feelings then i gotta go to the hospital.....but, like i've said before, i don't have the time to go...there's no way that i could go and get out before monday.....i feel like i'm a failure of life.....i feel like i'm never gonna get anywhere...**sigh**
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Hi valgal,
you are not a failure. You are trying to do what is best at school and at the same time dealing with self injure and suicidal thoughts. One needs to be very courageous and brave to deal with all of that. You are not a failure for not having good grades. Grades only show what you can do welll at some point of your life. They don\'t define and don\'t show what we are capable of. Keep going forward little by little, one step at a time. Please be patient with yourself. Take breaks and do soothing acitivites that give you comfort and that are pleasurable. You are going to achieve your goals if you keep on them, maybe not as soon as you want but you will if you keep doing the steps to achieve them. One day at a time. Reach out to your friends. It has taken me a lot of time to finish my career and still am trying to graduate. Best wishes and don\'t stay alone.