Avonex blues

I hate the Avonex.  I have to say I have been terrible the past two months at consistently getting the shot.  I forget (conveniently).  Well, I forced myself last night to not forget.  What a night.  Long, painful, headache, and crappy night.  I keep wanting to just skip it.  I feel better without it.  After a while I feel blah with it too.  However, most of the symptoms that plague me came over the 2 years I was off the Avonex trying to get pregnant.  And there is really no way to tell if I would have had trouble or not.  I tend to think it may have stayed at bay a little longer.  In any case, I don't regret trying to have a child.  So, back to the stupid shot.
 
Considering how crappy I felt throughout the night, I do feel pretty good.  My back aches like hell this pat week.  I was exhausted Saturday.  Felt good for most of the day yesterday.  Only got tired after grocery shopping and cleaning the bathroom. I don't feel sparkly today though.  Thought about staying home, but am not that sick.  Maybe I will leave early today.