august 24 2016
today was a bad day i found out that the guy i thought i was in love with is in love with my best friend. everyone ihave ever loved or who has ever loved me just leaves me. its a terrible feeling to feel left alone. my best friend told my mom that i was having suicidal thoughts so i had to talk to her about it. tommorow i have to go to the doctor so they can up the dose on my medicine. i feel like sometimes im crazy like who i am isnt me but just a ghost that has taken over my body and mind. i never thought that one person could possess as much pain hurt and sorrow as i do. i was almost sent back to the mental hospital today because i was having suicidal thoughts.
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I'm sorry to hear that! I feel in the same way, all the boyfriend I ever had just left me without reasons... we need to have patience to overcome the heartache and let new people come... don't give up of trying. Yeah, depression makes us to be someone who isn't real us... it's so hard to be free of that, I hope your treatment can help you to feel better! ;)
You are lovely and stronger than this. My heart goes out to you and I know as long as you have support you can overcome this. You're going to make new friends to soften this blow and soon you'll be able to forget about this . If you want to talk about it , I'm here.
Im so very sorry to hear that. It is not easy and heartbreaking. Folks on the outside of our own world of tragedy can't understand how we feel, or feel inside. There misunderstanding only leads to judgement and it will build a toxic environment and that's what you don't need. There is someone very special out there waiting for you. We will always be here to support you.
Scott