August 1st, 2014

Just wanted to make a note to myself to follow through with what I have set goals to do. I will also be writing them down in my calendar to keep them close so that I do not forget them. I also want to write that since I had the gastric bypass in 2013, June 5th...I expected to lose the weight, but I didn't think of how my body would look after the weight loss. You can only tone up but so much of the skin. I have extra skin hanging everywhere and I do not like it. It looks so bad that it has made me cry. I can only hope my insurance company will cover taking the excess skin off my body when I hit my goal weight. This hanging skin looks disgusting. I never really looked at it before, but after losing 103 lbs. I had to look at it. And I don't like it. I will be praying my insurance will cover the removal of the excess skin when I'm done losing the weight.