Aug 6 (am)

The day started out rough.  Woke up tired and I have a meeting in 30 minutes, man am I stressed about this and the outcome.  Hoping for the best, expecting the worst.  I can see how the stress is making my body feel.  The first 3 days of work this week were not bad, but you could feel the tension in the air.  i have taken some meds to try to calm down but so far no effect.  On the way upstairs, hoping!!!!!