attention ho?

one of my workers called me an attention whore yesterday and i really wanted to nail her but i controlled myself seeing as dont really need loose my job. i just said am i really? kinda made me feel pathetic. spent night waiting for her texts and missing her terribly. doing little better at not feeling like the one tha totally screwed it up all by myself. she has huge depression issues but doesnt think she does at all. im sad. dont really wanna get out of bed. did ok last night except when daughter would try talk about it then i would get emotional and cry which i guess is ok. she is my clone and it scares the shit out of me.. i want my girl just know it wont work and that sucks