ashamed

I have been so ashamed of my past; my work history is only a small part of that. When I have to tell people about me it is hard to find the good. I wish I had more to say, but it is hard to find any positive things about me, except that i'm creative. I am good with arts and crafts and with some cooking, but even with that I sometimes have to be reminded to turn off the stove. I can be quite selfish and I know that people notice. I've even been told that I am. It hurts to think about it.