as if thing couldnt get any worse......

I just got my test results back from my OBGYN. And Tada.... Im not ovulating. We needed a 10 i was at a 6.5. I would like just once for my body to work. Just once. I so so so did not want to get back on this infertility ride but i guess i dont really have a choice. I mean i have to ovulate to have a baby right. I have already told my doctor i am under no circumstances doing any IF treatments. I will take a pill i will take a shot but i will not do anything else. I was so heart broken after allthe failed ones that i got majorly depressed and was so upset for weeks if not months at a time. I WILL NOT do that again to my son. I want another baby and have always thought i would have a few but if i dont i dont. I will do everything i can do get pregnant with out treatments but im not spending any more $$$$$ or having my heart broken anymore. AHHHH between my back and this and DH being gone I just want to scream. Really loud and punch something. Maybe even throw somthing. But thats not an optian as i can hardley move and well thats not a good example for Ian.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m so sorry. ((((HUGS)))) And you can throw/hit something when Ian isn\'t looking. Mommy gets to vent too. Just be careful of your back!
nikkinash08
nikkinash08

Thanks Liz. Im just over whelmed right now. It seem slike nothing is going right all at once!!! But Ian finally is sleeping so thats good!
deleted_user
deleted_user

so sorry. sounds like u need some \"me\" time. when dh gets back make an appt for a pedi or massage and some time to relax!