As i walk through this life
AS i walk through this life and experience all the havic and pain i try to appreciate all the good that happens when it does which isnt often. When i speak to people about my past and present i do so in hopes that it can someday help another in the future. Which is why im going to write a book soon. From all the childhood abuse mentally, physically, emotionally and sexually i try not to let that control what i have become. Its not what your life had done to you its what i make of the rest of the life given to me. You all may read very depressing things from me more so than happy but that doesnt mean that i dont embrace the many blessings bestowed upon me. Iam forever greatful. There just seems to always be more turmoil than greatness. However iam still here for a purpose yet unknown an i hope to be able to embrace the life i do have and not the one i wish i had.
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A diamond begins as a lump of coal. It be tremendous heat and pressure which forges it into a precious gem.
Keep the faith, my precious gem. It would be a tragedy for you to be anything other than the great and precious work of art God created you to be.
thanks for this comment. turly was inspirational to me
keeping your faith in knowing that this is a very painful and seems to be so uneccessary.But to believe that God does have a greater purpose for your lifen that He just has not revealed.remember it is in His time not ours...but it will come.,and wouldnt it be a shame if we didnt stick around to see it come to fruition .No body know like the people here how painful uncertain and how unbalanced it is to live like like this! i like order and neatness.boy i had to give that up and am learning life is different and it is me who needs to adjust.We do have so much to be grateful for in being born a child of God and the freedom to worship w out persecution.to live in a free country to have access to medication.imagine living in a 3rd world country and not having a dr or meds to take.I know when you are having the ups and downs it is so hard to find joy.but embrace those good days and fight for your life .do not let the enemy win.soak up your bible study.God Bless you and give you peace as you bask in His almighty Glory !! Amen!!!
Amen