arghhhhhhh how can you call yourself my family on my dads side

right for one you have never bothered with me since I was one years old so why the hell start to bother now when I am having my own child ... sorry but you aint being a part of her life so you can mess it up mine ... feeding her all your lies and sob stories ..what man my father and suppose to be grandmother slag me off because I used to have mental health problems and I used to self harm ... not like I do any of these things anymore I have grown out of it have done for the last 5 years of my life and become a better person ... what gives you the right to try and drag me back down and make me lose my daughter just for your satisfaction because I can tell you now it isn't going to work no matter what you try and do I will fight it ....
you say your family and that but you only seem to want me when I have money so I can help you out and never get it back sorry but I am the one who needs it most to provide as a single mother to my child unlike you I am willing to do all that I can to ensure my child has a decant life just like my mother had to do because you was to busy shagging around not keeping your **** in your pants ... you disgust me and shame me to even call you my father ..
 
what father leaves their daughter with a guy he knew wasn't safe and what the guy was going to do ... yes I blame you for me being raped you knew what he was going to do you went and sat in the next room you heard me screaming for you but no nothing ... I just wanted to get all this off my chest and say you are no father in my eyes and you will never gain the right to be called that by me so if you don't mind i would like to leave you out my life and get on with raising my daughter :)