arghhhhh

so its still all up in the air so fricking anoying how i can be helld at blame for a argument he started that asperm doner of a father of mine.i really do hate him why does he do this to me but mainly his granddaughter what person can wish a baby dead makes my skin crawl . i swear to god he aint no father of mine . 
i am so glad i walked away out his life before my child was even born so he cant reck her life like he did with mine still annoys me how after nearly 20 years or my life he has the cheek to say i aint even his daughter right now i really do wish i wasnt maybe my life would have been so much better with out him messing with my head and that . 
it only hurts more as because me and him have fell out hes had the cheek to stop me from seeing my four younger sisters and my family on his side what fucking right does he have to do that at all hes a idiot now they are all missing out on my new born daughter coz of him