arghhhhhh

i miss my love. and a year later, it still kills me.
i miss my home. fuck foreclosure and families breaking apart.
i miss my work. fuck being suspended for soo much time for such unfair reasons.
now my job is unstable, im broke, and i miss my coworkers and my friends.
wait...who are my real friends anyways???
school is stressful. and tuition is so expensive i probably have to take this next semester off. great.
court and legal issues suck.
i need to move. but i need money....
i just wanna run in the rain and scream.
im so tired and stressed and drained. and so very depressed.
all i can do is sit in bed and think and stare and cry.