Arghhhh

How can one minute I'm at the top of the mountain and the next minute it seems like I'm falling?  Thinking about my stbx don't open the flood gates anymore but tonight I went out with my kids and I didnt feel hurt or pain but I couldn't stop thinking about him!!!!!!!!! WTH???!!!!!! I love him but I want him out of my mind.  ((Sighs........))

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deleted_user
deleted_user

((((HUGS)))) I think that\'s just one of those things that comes with time. Keep doing things for you and your kids, and you\'ll get there. Someday you\'ll look back and think, \"Wow....I\'m stronger than I thought I was!\"
playerapr
playerapr

I\'m stronger than I was 6 months ago but once in a while I slip and I think about the past and the wonderful memories but then I have to remember why we took the decision we took. Thanks for the support!!!! I
deleted_user
deleted_user

i hear what you are saying, i know exactly how you feel. i still feel the same way you do. wish i had the answers, but i don\'t, i just know that we can get through this and we will do it together.