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I stayed home from work today because I have a respiratory infection. Decided to brush the dog outside in the cool air. Walked up the steps and had one of my episodes. Can't breathe then a panic attack. I bargained with God. Promised I would go out on disability. Sounds strange I know. It's what I know that I should do. Financially not sure how it can happen. My husband has been stressed with his job. Not enough money. Basically all morning I have been wallowing in this decision that I know must happen, but so indecisive and torn and scared. For some reason the series of events helped. God helped. He made me listen. My hands are still shaking. I called my benefits person at work. I thought that I had short term disability but I wasn't sure. Found out that I have short term and long term that pays after the 15th day out of work. 60% She wasn't sure for how long. Keep me strong. I know that I should not be working not only for my benefit, my families, but also my employer and patients. Pray for me please
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Hang in there, Lil Ladybug! And let it all go... put it in The Lord\'s hands. I know it\'s hard to just trust, but u got alot going on! Thinking of u and praying too! Deb.
Ladybug, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I left work almost 4 yrs ago on disability. It was the right decision at the right time. I know thru your prayers you will find the answer and comfort you need. Once you make the decision, many of your other stressers will lessen. Please take care, Bill