April 10, 2010 Saturday

It's 8 am, my anxiety is running fast and my heart is aching, I feel so fucking sad. Why does the world not understand, when are they going to wake up? The reason I am this way is because of the world, because of my parents, because of my "ex" friends and lovers. 
Where is the compassion in this place? Where is the love? argggggggg.......
My heart aches and I want to break something, I want to scream at the world to wake the Fuck up, we need more Love, compassion, caring, kindness, support, and closeness.
I feel so angry and sad....where are you when I need you most World?