April 1/10

I am seeing a councellor next Thursday, guess she deals with what I am going thru.
There is one on one councelling for as long as I want/need it then there are support groups but not until you are 3 months into this journey.
I spoke to a lady today who invited me to her group but they go lawn bowling and I think I am really too active for them, I think I am about 20 years younger too!
Made it to 3 stores today, felt pretty good for about 4 hours in a row.
I'll visit my (almost 95 year old) Dad in the morning and we'll go out for lunch somewhere.
I am still down 71 pounds but I did buy ice cream today, just needed something. I will not allow myself to get where I was, but since I have not had any since June, I figured it was ok, and I know Pat would agree with me.