Apprehensive

Well, if my dates are correct, i should be about 11 weeks pregnant today!nervous about getting some blood work done tomorrow, all the normal tests etcunfortunately my fiance isn't able to come with me to tomorrows appointment due to work :(I'm hoping they'll be able to give me a date for my dating scan tomorrow! i just feel like i can't really, properly get too excited about the pregnancy until i see that little heartbeat!It's such a weird feeling, some days i'm really scared, because i really don't want to go through another m/cOther days i get excited, hoping and praying everything will be ok this time around!Me and my fiance have agreed once we have the 1st scan we'll tell our family & friends, i guess that's another reason i've been feeling so scared, not really having anyone to talk to about it, other than all the wonderful people here on this site!I'm showing already, which is getting pretty hard to hide seeing as i'm naturally quite skinny anyway, i'm hoping this too is a good sign!!Sending lots of love to all the amazing people i've met here!xox