Apparently this isn't for me

Well this week has been complete crap! On Tuesday I lost my job due to stupid reasons! Well so now I'm in middle of a cycle and idk if I should finish it and quit for awhile until I get another job or go on and try! This week has sure been a strain on my relationship! Me and dh have done nothing but argue all week ! He makes me feel like its my fault I got fired and that I'm a failure! Idk what to do! I swear every time we get going good life's like hell no no easy tides for Carrie! I can't win for losing! Well along with all this I have fallen into a deep depression I have spent most of the last week having crying fits alone! I really do feel like a failure and I'm not sure how to change it! Ladies I need y'all more then anything now!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Geez, that just sucks, so sorry. Just like bad things to happen when you\'re already hopped up on hormones. UGH! I wouldn\'t quit the cycle though, you\'ve already spent money on meds and ultrasounds....hopefully you can continue the cycle and have something good happen this week.
LMWT
LMWT

Big hugs to you! That sucks that you are going through so much right now. I agree with Laurie, do not quit the cycle when you have already put the time and money into it. Good luck and keep your chin up!
cwhit
cwhit

Thanks ladies! And iam going to finish cycle!
Megs525
Megs525

So sorry about that! Ugh! Glad to hear you are going to go ahead and finish this cycle. I feel the same way you do...as soon as I start to feel like things are headed in the right direction, life slaps me in the face, then kicks me while I\'m down a few times before I can get back up. I keep telling myself that someday it has to get better...hope you find a new and better job and that this cycle works for you...also hope that things with DH settle down a bit (I\'m sure it\'s probably the stress of all this that has you both on edge)!!! Good luck!
deleted_user
deleted_user

I agree with Laurie...finish! You\'ve invested a lot. Also, crying fits possibly related to meds???
Hoping good things come your way. It always seem like live gives one great thing and then knocks us back a few.
cwhit
cwhit

Doctor called me about a hour ago and informed this cycle will not work! Hubby\'s seman analyst came back very low and the swimmers are swimming slowly! He has to go to a urologist! I swear life hates me!
cwhit
cwhit

Someone just kill me now and take me out of my misery!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Why the hell didn\'t they do an analysis on him before you started the cycle? What a waste! Sorry honey.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I agree with Christina, WTF, they are supposed to do analysis first. I\'m sorry...they suck, and I\'m sorry you have to suffer because of it.
cwhit
cwhit

Idk! This was second cycle idk why they didn\'t do it first time! Iam so lost and hurt with everything! I want to find a rock and stay under it for a long time
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