Anxiety

I'm a teen girl struggling with math. Well, not really struggling, I'm in advanced math. I just get panick attacks every time I don't understand thing or feel overwhelmed. I crawl under the kitchen table and start shaking. My therapist has told me so many things to help me over this phobia but nothing seems to be working. It seems silly, but math is probubly the thing I hate most in the whole world. Why should MATH cause me pain? I'm trying to have a positive mindset about all of this but it's hard. I'm so tired of people blaming my mental health on puberty.