I wish I did not suffer with anxiety. I also have to learn to not let others upset me to the point I cant function, it is bad enough with the anxiety. It becomes very disabling. I feel bad because I do not feel I am the good wife or mother I should be. I hate having mental issues. I also have had two surgeries this summer and a blood transfusion. The doc said it will take about a year to get back to normal. I feel like I am on emotional roller coaster ride the doctor said that is normal after all of this. Just wanted to vent.