anxiety

I wish I did not suffer with anxiety. I also have to learn to not let others upset me to the point I cant function, it is bad enough with the anxiety. It becomes very disabling. I feel bad because I do not feel I am the good wife or mother I should be. I hate having mental issues. I also have had two surgeries this summer and a blood transfusion. The doc said it will take about a year to get back to  normal. I feel like I am on emotional roller coaster ride the doctor said that is normal after all of this. Just wanted to vent.

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sandi
sandi

OK I know it has been awhile on here. I am so depressed and stressed. My father in law passed away on Jan 3rd and then hubby had surgery and only to go to work that following Monday and lost his job and we lost our insurance. So we will cobra him and I will go to the VA. I know it could be worse but it is still hard to swallow. I am also what is going to happen to my disabled son if we have to move. But so far no luck with work. It is hard to see your hubby depressed, He has never been without work. This also makes you want to be even tighter on money then I always have been. It is also hard when you have watched your good friends lose their job and their house. What is going on in this economy? Because of this life has changed quit a bit. I miss my neighbors alot. We got along really well and I know they are struggling to. What the hell.,. the world is going to hell in a hand basket.