Anthill of life

I love nature, there is so much to learn from it. Its complex yet so simple. One of my favorite things in nature are ants. Ants are amazing creatures. They can lift 100x's their own weight. I can't even carry one fifth of mine! The best part aqbout ants is the way they make their homes. Each member had a duty and carries it out without grumbling or disgust..they just do it! The anthill is built by taking one tiny piece dirt and stacking precisely next to or upon other tiny bits to make this huge mound. It's really that simple...take small bits to make something large. I know that during my chaotic month I wasn't always stacking my "anthill" properly. I wasn't paying attention to where each part of my struggle should go. I know that during this time of trial and tribulation it was for my own good. I have learned that bad things happen for a greater good. I am much better than I was even two days ago. I've come out of the most harrowing events in my life and SURVIVED!! In the midst of all this I didn't think how I could ever survive, yet I was able to. This tiny speck of dirt is being placed in just the right spot on my "anthill of life". I am better today. I am stronger today. I am a surviver today. "Today is called the present for a reason.....its a gift".