Answers or someone whom has had the same symptoms

Still coughing up small amounts of blood .i see the consultant  on the tenth I just really want to know what it is not what he thinks it maybe .how frustrating I'm shattered dragging myself into work coming home and sleeping .he is saying blood clots forming tiny ones he mentioned pe and not Mctd causing it .after this barrage of tests I am hoping to know what is the next course of action my ribs ache really bad too I feel really sad and like I'm not coping well I just feel tearful .my mind spins I thought he would say it was the bronchiectasis or scleroderma .hopefully tomorrow will be a better day .