Another Whiny Vent...
The board is too slow! I want to chat and bond.... I turn the computer on to see if a thread has moved.
I don't have the laptop on, I turn it on to check DS and then turn off - right now, I like seeing old friends and I am finially participating in threads....took a lot to get started and now I don't want to stop - I want that connection.
I have friends and family I can talk too, but they wouldn't understand, even when they try or say so. I had one friend (with bipolar) tell me I'm lazy and blame everything on BP! My jaw dropped and he is lucky I didn't take him on. I know he's off to say something so stupid and unkind, but really?
I no longer go to real life meetings or volunteer...... I was frustrated with stuff and that wasn't benefiting me ...
This desire to talk and share is strange, my shit makes no sense, hence its brain chemicals outta whack. I miss having a best friend or even Wasband. The daily banter and acceptance, laughing at the worse.
If you read this, thank you for letting me share another whiney vent.
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All the Boards are pretty slow...DS never quite bounced back after the change. We try to keep it going...but winter can be challenging for people on this Board especially.
But hey whats a support Board for if not rants and vents...lol
You can vent anytime you want. We are here to listen. That "friend" of yours is no good. What does he know? Nothing! People who don't have BP shouldn't comment on it, especially to criticize someone who has it.
Hi there, I did message you and hoped for a response. Still hoping ....