ANOTHER WEEKEND...

DOWN THE TUBES!!!!
I just don't know what to do these days...nothing is satisfying...nothing makes me happy...and even the people I love most in this world are pissing me off to points that I DO NOT want to go...I am in a very bad place...mentally and emotionally...and every time some one pisses me off...which is multiple times a day lately...I have these very bad thoughts about hurting myself AND hurting them...I am an intelligent person...I don't want to have these thoughts...and I certainly don't want to act on them toward ANYONE else...I want and can hurt myself all I want...but I honestly don't want to hurt another person...but when they do these stupid things that piss me off...all I can think of is really, really hurting them and then myself...I think I am going crazy...and I don't know what to do!!!!
 
-DS-