Another week at end
I'm glad today is Friday. Yesterday I received a text from ex. I've asked him not to text me before so I won't hear from him and then he'll text out of the blue. He asked me "how I was doing" and if "I ever think about what might have been?" The mature answer I gave him was "I think of you smiling and happy and if your happy then I'm happy". I basically want him to know that I'm happy for him and that I've gotten past eveything. I don't think this is the answer he wanted to hear. I then asked him again not to text again as I am trying to move forward and focus on my future. He them said "LOL, peace out girlie" which for me sounded juvenile. But, he has said this many times.
Then he texted and told me that he had "waited for me for a year and that I was a waste of his time". Of course, this made me cry.
He knows what to say to upset me. From there my eve just went downhill. Roomie came in and noticed I was crying and asked what was wrong. "I just told him I felt I had nothing to look forward to in life anymore" and I continued to sob". Ex makes me cry everytime. There is no way on my phone I can block text messages completely. I hope he doesn't text me again. I was so upset, I took my meds and went to bed. I got up early this morning and packed a bag, quilt and pillow and heading to treehouse after work. I found out yesterday there might be a good chance of rain but this is ok. Ill be staying in a "hut" this time which sits lower to the ground but is still in the woods and surrounded by screen so It will be cooler I think then the treehouse I stayed in last time.
Haven't decided if I am going to sweat lodge yet but I may try it. Roomie was still very concerned last night. We'll just wait and see.
Looking forward to the nightly sounds of the breeze and crickets and maybe some light showers too.
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I'm not sure what constitutes a mature answer, but I simply don't answer unwelcome communications after I have declared them unwelcome. No means no. Which letter confused you?
If you try the sweat lodge, I doubt anyone will block your way if you decide it's not for you and leave. I haven't tried one because I've always imagined them to be like saunas with a bit of dogma thrown in and saunas don't float my boat.
If it were me, I would delete the message without opening it like arfie said.
You deserve better!
Have fun at the tree house!
Well....i drove an hr to the treehouse and foundout they dont promise huts or treehouses but i remember when i made the reservation they told me i would.....i guess i should have called before i got there but couldnt imagine this ever happening. They wanted to put me in the "dormatory" which is a room with six other people but I just wasnt feeling it. I go there to be alone. I was there well before check in time...just a bad week i guess. Terribly disappointed. Drove an hour to get there and had to turn around and drive home. I dont get it. Im debating whether ill ever go back.