another thought

i think it might be important for me to explore the possibility that even if prince charming is successful in turning his life around and finds a way to live sober, stick with therapy, etc.......will there be too much damage already done to get past?  i am not a fan of "stoned prince charming"... will i like the sober one? i am not the same person i was before all of this....so how will he have changed? will those two people mesh? there will be a lot of changes to deal with.  well anyway, every thing is ok at this moment. and that is enough for now.