Another successful day- for the most part

I made it through one more day without crying. My muscles have been really having a hard time. I thought I would try to right in my journal everyday since I started the site. But, today it is hard for me to move my fingers and forearms because my muscles are so weak, I'm not sure what is going on there, but I'll hopefully be talking to my doctor about it as soon as possible.
 
I slept in really late this morning, but got out of bed finally and accomplished a decent amount of things around my apartment. But then my forearms started shaking uncontrolably and I freaked out. I almost gave into the tears when I dropped a glass while putting away the dishes. I barely got the glass cleaned up. Then I went to work. It felt good to go to work. I feel like the days I go to work, I feel like I have to accomplish something regardless if I don't do anything else, if I do that one thing I am doing okay.