another succesful day

Well I realized it is going to hard I am just like a zombie at this point with very little sleep, but I have to hang in till end of semester for my wife. Hope I do not screw up and make sure I get daugther and wife to school on time. But this is helping yesterday she called me her hero so that is something I can be dam proud of. I was extremely helpful and nice we didn't fight at all well there were couple small things but that is cause my wife gets grumpy when she hasn't eaten so that is normal behavior other then that it was great, today got my daughter to school on time made sure everything was complete.  As far as lying still no incident I think naturally I am telling the truth if I keep it up I can put the lying behind me and just stay honest for the rest of my life. I have no more fears of lying whatever happens it can run its course. I rather be clumsy and honest then with dishonesty. So I have to keep up and make it through. With things going this way and finally being helpful and honest I do not see why I should reduce myself to nothing again and go through the stress and pain of trying to cover stuff up lying hurting other.