another stupid argument

this time it ws about pork chops. also  we saw the  other day a movie about the craigslist killer and she told me she thinks i am that way. this is  one sick person . i have been trying to be calm but i would rather not be in her company. i am misserable when at this time of my life( kids out on their own and still have my health) i should be happy. dont we deserve it to ourselves to be happy?. not looking forward to weekends.