Another step backwards

Yesterday ended up being a disaster and apparently today wasn't going to be any better.  Both eyebrows have been reduced to small sections and my right eye has a gap in it.  I can't seen to leave them alone.  It's getting really frustrating!!!!!  I really know I can do this, but why can't I get past this relapse phase???  Every time I look in the mirror it just makes me more and more depressed.  I was looking so good and now that's gone again.  I barely got to enjoy it.  I'm just really mad at myself right now :(