another pain filled day!

Today is September 3, 2009. In pain so bad right now, barely able to type anything in my journal!!! Im so  tired and in so much pain right now, i really feel like crying, but you all know how i feel, not going to be on long, just decided to leave a little something, but im going to lay down now. My pain is worse, because right now the temps are going up and down and the nights are cool, I DONT WONT IT TO GET COOL OR COLD, LOL!  I wish i could retire to a warm climate, but i have a long way to go, LOL.