Another month goes by, when will I win??
Month 5 TTC…I try and look for early signs and separate the symptoms from pregnancy and pms. I don’t know, maybe I want to be pregnant so bad, it seems like I have symptoms—indigestion, nausea, fatigue, erect nipples, not really sore breast but they seemed to be a little heavy. I woke up this morning 3-days before my period is due, and it felt like my period was starting. I went to the bathroom and some tissue like substance and a clot came out. I am cramping right now and a good flow has not started. But looks like my period is coming:( Wishful thinking, maybe its twins and a twin is passing the other will survive. If not, I’ll just try and pick up the pieces of my life like the months before and keep trying. Its always disappointing when I get that period and feels like a piece of me loose hope.
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Sidenote: I can\'t say it enough and I will never ask this question, \"when are you having a baby\"? That question has taken on whole new meaning. It is such a insensative question. You never know what issues, like myself, that woman could be having. I\'m really down in my spirit now, please pray for me:(
In this very moment I feel so robbed, ship wrecked and abandoned. A piece of me trust that all that was stollen from my womb will be returned to me better than I can imagine. I hope whenever I come out of this I will be stronger.
Im so sorry...i promised that i would never ask that question after someone told me on facebook that i needed to have kids (my status said, should i nap or go shopping?) this was after mc#1, and i didnt tell many people at that time.
Ill keep you in my prayers honey..
Hi ksw77 hope all is going well w/ baby! I\'m trying to get to where you are:) I never thought that I would have these kind of problems. But I keep telling myself that these issues I\'m having are only temporary and to be patient.