Another month

Well another month has gone by.  There have been good days and bad.  I miss you so much, I thought things wold move faster but it is slow..  I am forcing myself to go out, I find it difficult to be around people.  Which bothers me, I have never been like this..  I will just continue taking it day by day..  I set a goal that I will try to remove my rings next month (it will be a year the first).  My son says do not push it, it will happen when it is suppose to but, I think I need this goal.. I am having to push myself out of my confort zone a bit.. It is so much easier to sit in the house and watch TV, read, or play computer games then go out..  Since we have a po box that forces me out at least several times a week...  Games we have to play.... This is such a difficult time the holidays, my birthday and the passing of my husband.... Somedays it feels overwhelming..  I know this too will pass.. AND I have some wonderful friends praying for me and getting out of the house, too.. I thank God for bringing them into my life.....

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Donale
Donale

~HUGS~to you this journey is so hard for all of us.

Donale
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deleted_user

i know all too well how easy it is to become isolated and comfy at home. i agree with having goals,and we are all here to help you achieve any goal you choose. please vent often... it so helps to get these thoughts out!!
you are in my thoughts and prayers heading your way for a happier day.
hugs
judi