Another Monday

Well dad it's 7 weeks you been gone and i still think your at home with mum or at work when i do go down.I don't want to go home to mum as it upsets me to see mum so upset.i try to be strong but when i'm on my own i have bad times and it's monday again which i hate.Last night i had a dream you where in the shadow and when i called and went to touch you you had gone.Was it a dream?I just feel so confused i know you have left yet i can't seem to believe it or i don't want to and i have to go back to that MONDAY to take it all in again.Our lives have fallen apart and i know you wanted us to carry on but at the moment we can't.I hope you know that i love you more than anything and one day will all be together again.Love you daddy xxxxxxx