another hospital stay

Hi everyone.  I have been in hospital twice in one week.  The week before last, I was in Thurs because my sodium was too low.  I went in late eveining and was discharged Fri afternoon.  Then was admitted again the following Tues with a partial bowel obstruction and was discharged Sat afternoon.  All this is affecting the adrenal insuffiiecy and I am not sure where it is all leading.  But I am slowly coming to the awareness that I must put it all in God's hands.  Usually, I would have gotten up this morning and gone to work.  Just take my time driving since I had eaten all last week and hardly anything since being home.  I am weak.   But I felt God telling me not to worry about the office or if they are short-handed.  It is not my affair.  It is not my worry if they don't know what to do with me when we move and my job changes.  He will provide.  Not to worry if for some reason I just can't keep up with working any more and we need to change our lives.  So, I give it to Him and will not worry.  At least, not right now.  As soon as I am strong enough I bet I will take it all back on my shoulders and say "Lord, I can hadle this.  I know '"better'.  Go figure?  "I know 'better'?    I beg for your prayers and the prayers of all you know.  I neeeeeeed to heeeeed the Lord's Will in all this.  Thanks, luv, d