Another half day

Well, I had to leave work early again today because the pain was so bad and I just couldn't take the weakness. It feels like I have a severe case of the flu or got hit by a Mack truck, maybe both! lol  I am so worried about jeopardizing my job. I try to make it through the day but lately it's just been so hard. How can something cause so much pain and fatigue and not be a serious disease?? And how can I be so fatigued but can't sleep at night or when I do get to sleep, why can't my body stay asleep? It's crazy.  I think the only thing on my body that does not hurt are my ear lobes and my hair (yickes, maybe I shouldn't have said that,, next thing you know my ear lobes will be throbbing and I won't be able to get a hair cut cuz it will hurt! lol)  I took a pain pill when I got home from work and it didn't really help much at all. Does anyone else have that at times? This is really ticking me off to feel like this, I want the old me back and if I could BOY would I do things differently! I would take every bike ride and walk, I would appreciate sleep and I would dance, dance,  dance...maybe even join a river dance troupe (ok, I am pushing it there, but you get my drift). This comes in waves right, this real bad pain...it will get better right??  I am going to see my doctor today and talk about new meds.  I cannot swallow pills so everything I take has to be liquid or can be crushed. I found out the hard way that Lyrica should not be opened up and consumed in applesauce! My doctor was the one who told me to do that by the way.  I need to go lay back down, please include me in your prayers today.  Thanks for listening to me :)  Carol